Something to be proud of

By Amy

When I was four years old I was diagnosed with dyspraxia. Ever since I was in junior school I've always known that I have something else as well as my dyspraxia. All through my school life I was badly bullied, had difficulty talking or communicating with people and as a result I became very low. Everyday before I went into school I was really ill because I dreaded it but still I carried on going. I was bullied by a teacher in year six who made my life very difficult and called me horrible names in front of the class and used to rip my work up. My family never thought I'd make it to college but I have and finished my second year at college last year which I never thought I'd be able to do.

Two days ago I had a diagnosis of Asperger syndrome which was a massive relief for me as it was for my mum too. Finally we have an answer for all the problems I have and it's helped me to move on from all the bullying and hurt I've experienced. It's definitely been a positive step I've taken in my life and it's helped me to see that I'm not alone. I'm 19 now and only recently had the courage to get a diagnosis and I'm glad I did because it's also helped with my depression as well. It's helped me to see that my dyspraxia and Asperger syndrome are nothing to be upset about, but something to be proud of.

I do have mixed emotions about my diagnosis. I am very relieved but am still coming to terms with having Asperger syndrome. I am learning to understand that it's a positive step as I can receive more understanding and the help I need now.

My message to everyone is never give up on your dreams. No matter how far away they seem you can achieve your dreams.

Amy